Psychology and mental health is a passion of mine, in a deeply personal as well as intellectual way. My mental health journey has been a long one from diagnosis to acceptance to finding the right help for me. Without finding the right support and having a safe space to work on my mental health I…
Announcement – Creating New Life
My beloved Eve X and I have commenced a very special new project. We’re having a baby! (Henceforth referred to as “Project Hellspawn”.) I’m excited, proud & terrified in equal measure, looking forward to bringing this beautiful new chaos being into existence. I adore the pants off Awyn, and the thought of combining our flesh…
FIELDSOFLILLITHVIDEO.COM is LIVE!
www.fieldsoflillithvideo.com Well I’ve done it, I’ve gone and launched my very own Content site! FieldsofLillithVideo.com is live, ready and waiting for you to enter its halls of debauchery. I’ll be selling my clips and exclusive photosets there, and there will be great membership packages!As an introductory special, I’m offering 50% off the first months of membership…
DEBUT MUSIC VIDEO CLIP! “Dusk” by ZCluster
Sex, power, desire… It’s been a long time coming and I’m very, very proud to announce two firsts; my band ZCluster‘s first video clip, and my first at creating a video clip! I’ve integrated a number of scenes from my porn “The Summoning – Demon Seed” into the clip, and reimagined the narrative into the…
Happy New Year! A reflection on selves.
Photography: Eve X 2021 has rolled on around, and I wish you and all your selves all a Happy New Year! A much, much better one than 2020 decided to bestow on the most of us. One of my ongoing commitments to myself that I have procrastinated on for far too long is to write…
Inches from the ground…
Welcome back – it’s been a while since a long post because life has just gotten extremely busy – lovely, but I haven’t had the time to write which I would have liked. So, here it is, my ramblings on what’s been going on with rope lately. We’ve been doing a lot of performances of…
Interview on Triple J’s The Hookup – and delving deeper into consent and non-verbal signals
I was interviewed on JJJ’s The Hookup on Sunday 5th February – the lovely Hannah Reilly and I spoke about BDSM, Roleplay, consent, safewords and more kinky things. Listen to the podcast here! Safewords are important, but reading your partner and being in touch with their signals is even more so. It’s easy to just…
A love letter
That moment when someone is bound for the first time. Wondering whether they will take to it – do those shoulders relax, or tense? Does their breathing quicken or slow? Does that look in their eye, that quizzical furrow of a new sensation bode well? Do they breathe that tell-tale sigh as I feel…
My Adventures in Hook Suspensions – First time for everything…
If you could reach around my back… Would you feel stumps or cracks? If you could reach around my back… And pull the fucking skin back Breathe in. Breathe out. It’s quiet – there is a stillness and everyone is silent and waiting. Air is cold on my skin. I’m shivering, leg twitching uncontrollably as…