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Category: Thoughts and Musings

Temptation

Sin. Temptation. The Forbidden Fruit. In the judeochristian framework and many other religious doctrines, sin is something to be avoided. Temptation is the tool of the devil. The fruits of knowledge are forbidden, and the price for daring to taste the nectar of the gods is being cast out of the garden. Out of the…


DEBUT MUSIC VIDEO CLIP! “Dusk” by ZCluster

Sex, power, desire… It’s been a long time coming and I’m very, very proud to announce two firsts; my band ZCluster‘s first video clip, and my first at creating a video clip! I’ve integrated a number of scenes from my porn “The Summoning – Demon Seed” into the clip, and reimagined the narrative into the…


Happy New Year! A reflection on selves.

Photography: Eve X 2021 has rolled on around, and I wish you and all your selves all a Happy New Year! A much, much better one than 2020 decided to bestow on the most of us.  One of my ongoing commitments to myself that I have procrastinated on for far too long is to write…


Inches from the ground…

Welcome back – it’s been a while since a long post because life has just gotten extremely busy – lovely, but I haven’t had the time to write which I would have liked. So, here it is, my ramblings on what’s been going on with rope lately. We’ve been doing a lot of performances of…


My Adventures in Hook Suspensions – First time for everything…

If you could reach around my back… Would you feel stumps or cracks? If you could reach around my back… And pull the fucking skin back Breathe in. Breathe out. It’s quiet – there is a stillness and everyone is silent and waiting. Air is cold on my skin. I’m shivering, leg twitching uncontrollably as…


Fluidity – Gender, Persona, Masculinity and Femininity

I’ve always been aware of and embracing of my gender fluidity – neither fully masculine nor feminine – but ebbing and flowing with the moment and how I interact with the world. My androgynous appearance contributes greatly to this, and I have always allowed myself to inhabit feminine as well as masculine spaces, physically, mentally and sexually. My…